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Jesus Iyee

3 min readMay 27, 2026

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Hi my love, thank you for today. Thank you for your peace in the midst of the storm, thank you for your outstretched arms. I see what you do. Did I tell you I was craving akara the other day and literally carried myself to go and get it at a somewhat distant place, lol. My craving was satisfied but that would be the last of street food I would be getting in a while cause it turned my stomach, lol. That was also the night they said there was one one pandemonium, it also felt weird to be out so late, plus everywhere was busy and to cross was a hurdle. When people seemed to be running, I was trying to actively know what was going on in my environment, might have been alarmed but I wasn’t so scared. ps.. I have you nau.

God, someone unexpected actually came to check up on me that night and he even prayed before he left, I felt that was so kind and was so sweet, I didn’t expect it, he even initially sent one vn that night to check up, I cried lol. Thank you really.

In the exams today, I didn’t do the theories to my optimum. I couldn’t revise the theory for the first paper. I think the mcqs were okay. My brain also felt perhaps, I was battling sleep this morning, when I initially tried to fall asleep, I couldn’t, for one whole hour, then I fell asleep in the next hour, then thank you cause I woke up in the next hour and in time, cause I for cry. The other mcqs were fair too, but that theory sure messed with my brain. “10 minutes more”, then I started the last question,I don’t think I like theoriess, lol. Jesus, thank you.

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I got food tonight from three different people. I’m so grateful and I didn’t see the third one coming. I was so tired after the exams and didn’t want to cook, I was also so weak cause I worked out a few days ago, wrong timing? I know, haha. but I didn’t forsee getting so sore. I remember saying passively that you should send me food, and you actually did. Not just the first one, I’ve consumed the second one and there’s even a third, and she also came to check up too. Thank you so much, I’m so grateful, cause it was you. You heard that I meant it and wasn’t joking.

I got goodwill texts too, thank you, my mama also called. I might be reducing my intake of that particular yoghurt cause it’s starting to taste awkward, and I don’t like the fact that sugar is in the ingredients but they didn’t put the quantity added alongside the other nutritional information, urgh. I have exams tomorrow too and I still need you. Thank you for today my love, we go again tomoroow..

I come alive loving You ♥

25th may 2026

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