“Talk to me”
I had a sumptuous meal tonight my love, thank you. I’ve not had that specific meal in a while, lol. Also, I wasn’t so exhausted that I didn’t want to eat after expending energy in the making…
I don’t always feel like talking to you, to be honest. The other day, I just didn’t want to hear you, at all, lol. You have to save me? I guess? Even when You said You loved me… I felt like decking You, lol.
Picked up a book this evening, tears welled up my eyes on page 13, I had so missed reading. I miss reading, the enthusiasm I have, the joy it gives me, I was smiling all the way. I didn’t realise I was happy again.
I sure read the word, I tried to listen to it, I got distracted. I’ve had a conflict of emotions in the past few days, hours. I have so much I want to ask you, so much I want you to know, too. Today’s questions were fair, I’m pained cause I could have done better in the MCQs, I was trying to cover for SAQs…
God, some of the people that have been so kind and helpful to me lately don’t share the same faith as me. I’m not sure they know you, or even go to church. And I am surprised, I’m grateful, but I believed that it was impossible to truly love or even be kind without you, without knowing you, cause that’s how I got to be a goodie. I thought you had to at least be a Christian. It touched my heart and I won’t forget their kindness. I still see you in it though. Thank You because I don’t have to seek approval from people, thank you because I am finding my completeness solely in you and not in men. Thank you for your love, your grace, your presence in my affairs.
I have a lot to do. I still think good teachers are underrated, and I’m grateful for them. I watched a youtube video this evening, I sure was inspired, had a good laugh and I see what you’re doing…
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I keep getting more beautiful by the day, and this one no be meme. I don’t look like what I’m going through and my beauty dey shock me sometimes, anyways thank you. My hair’s currently a mess, I’m not sure what to do with it.
I want to sleep now. I love you. Too💕
When the best of me is barely breathing
When I’m not somebody I believe in
Hold on to me
When I don’t feel like I’m worth defending
When I’m tired of all my pretending
Hold on to me
Hold on to me when it’s too dark to see You
When I am sure I have reached the end
Hold on to me when I forget I need You
When I let go, hold me again
20th May, 2026.
