Part 5

That night when I woke up at 2 AM and I looked at you, snoring while holding my hand. You always hold my hand when we were sleeping.

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The other night when we were fighting and I slept with tears in my eyes, you hugged me from behind and told me that you don’t want me to feel cold, you told me you were sorry and I told you not to leave-but you left anyway.

And here I am, alone in my room, on the right side of our bed, playing the video of you snoring in your sleep and feeling cold. But there is no hands of you wrap my body anymore, but still I whispered, “Baby, don’t leave me”.

• a note that I saved in my phone almost a year ago after he said “I think, we can’t carry on”.