A Whole Circus
maybe in another circumstance, we’d make a pretty great circus Dan
He’s so funny. I love to laugh at his jokes, even if they’re reusable and he’s already used the same ones as many times as I can remember. It’s still so funny. I don’t even know whether they’re actually funny, or if I just love hearing him laugh every time he does that.
I love his style. I find it really cool how comfortable he always feels showing it to me. Every check-fit video, every new accessory he buys that day. I don’t even know whether I genuinely find it cool, or if I just love listening to him yap and larp about it.
I love his taste in music. Who knew he’d become my favorite drummer? I always watch his ala-ala band covering songs I didn’t even know existed. I don’t even know whether the covers are actually fascinating, or if I’m just a fool who loves watching him enjoy the things he likes, even if I can only watch it through my phone. ’Cuz he looks so happy at those times.
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I love his doubts, because I feel like he trusts me enough to be vulnerable with me. His messy thoughts, the way he always tries to see one thing from so many perspectives, in such a complicated way, I said. His understanding. His ridiculous hope to make me proud, haha
All this time, maybe I’m a fool. A clownfish. A whole circus
But, I really do love that. I love doing that. I do
I don’t even know who’s funnier, me or him. Maybe both?
But.. what if we did work out, ya?
Wouldn’t two clowns make a pretty great circus?
or im just being selfish now.. who knows
