You Complete Me
I can’t go to sleep until I get this out —
Father God, you have a funny way of answering prayers that seems INCOMPLETE.
But, what do I know. Because later on — in the 5’s, 10’s, 1000 years from now — you bring out the “remember Me’s” or “remember this” or “here’s why” and then I AM JUST SPEECHLESS.
Then, I can’t complete (mi oración) BECAUSE I still don’t quite know just what you’re doing BUT I SEE the formation of something, I FEEL IT!
I can taste it, and it drives me crazy in waiting for completion, clarity, not the end but closure, redemption, PROOF THAT I AM DIFFERENT, I made it, I won.
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But you are not a God of competition (well, you are Lord of all and everything) for the direction to eternal salvation.
So, you let the secret things play out into unmistakable blessings doled out in generous abundance, freely without disdain or resentment — but I don’t know God if you remember how much I’ve SINNED (against you and your loved ones).
And still, you heal, forgive, SAVE ME — it’s for me your death overcomes, and you did it WILLINGLY so that I could enter your throne room of grace…
…without any regret or worry about the things that are not yet complete.
Those details are not mine to keep or my plans to design and fulfill, they belong to You, MY PROVIDER, The Sovereign Lord.
You, who saw him at the well and decided that it was HIS TIME — despite his depravity and weak faith, real issues — because you are so faithful, eternally.
Do the same for me Lord!
Do the same for me.
