They Never Knew You Because You Never Let Them.
They have never seen me cry, I don't think anyone I've ever met has seen me cry which is strange because I feel like I am crying away the days. I haven't told anyone my biggest secrets, not a single soul, and I feel as if I cant even write about them in my journal. I want you to like me, to trust me, to love me the way I love you, but I always hide some part of me away. I dont even understand who I am anymore, or what it takes to feel like I belong.
I really want to belong
but no matter where I am
or who I'm with
I feel like I shouldn't be there.
I want you to understand me but I don't understand myself, I love you and you say you love me too but I never feel like it means much. I shouldn't expect this all from you, I feel this way because of myself no matter how hard I try to ignore it. its my fault, everything seems to be.
but maybe if you stopped yelling we could talk.
just talk
and I could tell you the things I've kept hidden
you could get to know me
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the way no one has
and maybe you would see me cry.
No one ever saw me cry
until I left the party the other night
do you remember all the things you said to me?
That came out of his mouth automatically
but I'm so used to saying “Im fine”
and then something that you did to hurt me worse
it comes to me, despite (those times)
one day I just wanna hear you say”I like you”
what's stopping you?
-break it off, PinkPantheress
