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sorry I haven't posted in a while life got in the way so here's what's been happening
Its summer!
I'm supposed to be enjoying summer break, spending time with my friends and family, so why do I feel like this?
I feel like I'm rotting away, living the same cycle everyday because there's nothing else to do. I want to do something productive but I find myself staring at my phone instead. I haven't written on here in a while and I feel bad but I guess that's why, and I'm not sure what to write about anymore.
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and I'm jealous listening to all my friends talk about their big trips out of the county. they're seeing places and things I dream of visiting, while I'm stuck here waiting for something to do.
I want to go to the beach, to feel the waves and the sun and the sand, instead of sitting on my bed in my hot house, I'm stressing over next year and I cant escape the worrying, I should enjoy this time of instead of thinking of next year but no matter how hard I try I cant.
what if
what if
what if
that's all I can think about.
