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After sobering up I find that I am ready for something but what I don’t know.

I know I am ready for bookkeeping as my center money maker. And use my extra time on social media letting my freak flag fly.

There is something I want and unsure where I will go too. I feel a need to yell on social media and shout out loud and share myself to the world. I feel ready to be seen by the world. In the past I have hid behind everything . to hide was my thinking of being. Just make sure no one knows and it was ok. Now I want to share with everyone my true self.

Now bookkeeping is true to myself, just a different part of me. The part of me that likes finding out things and the part of me who loves a different language of money. Some people can’t learn it but I can. I am enjoying the language of money as a means of business. It’s like a secret way of being and only those that know are invited to the party of business. It feels like a private code to a new world and way of being, knowing this new language.

In a way it feels like the language is unlocking a new me to myself. I want this to be part of my life. I want this new life of bookkeeping. I really need to finish school and move forward from there. I would like to move forward and go to school for fraud investors. That would be a lot of fun. And a lot of…