Again

Here I am again,

Non-stop checking of phone from time to time wondering if you have replied already.

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Thinking again and again; should i just delete my account so that our communications will be closed, again?

I cannot get out of this head again.

I know I’m spiraling down but I hope this was just because Pisces was in retrograde, jk.

Am I back to zero when I know I can control not to get close but still want his attention?