ONE-SIDED || PART 2
I went into a dark place during the the times I liked this guy in secondary school. No, and it wasn’t necessarily because of him. I was already in a dark place before — should I call it that? Okay I don’t know.
The ‘dark place’ was what I would describe as having thoughts running through my head, both positive and negative, although the negatives were more. I would be laying in bed trying to sleep and then a thought drops which gives birth to others. It was tiring.
My friends would always inform me when he was around, flash teasing smiles at me. I won’t say I was in love with him, just a crush. Though I liked him for 3 years. But I know how it feels to like someone and have to watch them with another.
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And in a way I can understand how God feels. Okay maybe not entirely.
°He has a heart, therefore he feels°
I can’t imagine the pain and hurt he feels when the ones he loves so dearly turn away from him, focusing on other things. He chases us down and for some reasons we slip out of his fingers; pulled down by things we’re facing to fully graps his unconditional love.
He loves us like no one can.
Even when we sometimes throw his love back at him, he doesn’t love us any less. His eyes constantly watches us without our knowledge. Though we might not feel him or see him he is with us. All we have to do is acknowledge him.
