The beginning
The only way this is going to be enjoyable is if I start enjoying small talk. I should read up on how to do that from reddit. It reminds me of the way Aby talks to everyone so that he could train in social skills. I am sort of burnt out today. Today we approached a pair of couples and I ran away struggling with anxiety while he talked to the girl. Bad move, should have talked to the boy first. At least we have started the snow ball that will become an avalanche one day. I should stop saying excuses and face my fears head on. I should get over my fear of running out of things to say.
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With Dona, I made her smile but I ran out of things to say. I should stay in the interaction more. But how? Let’s talk to someone new tomorrow and try to stay in the interaction more. It’s just fear. I talked to her today about DJ and it was so smooth. The only thing stopping you is fear and the inability or anticipation of a boring small talk. Let’s read up and be prepared for tomorrow. Muscle are you ready?!
