Die Without Makeup

by Natalia Catalan

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1.
To The Bone 01:16
To the bone, to the bone I work to the bone To the bone, to the bone Fall off Bone, to the, see my Fall off
2.
2 Boys 00:54
2 boys Kissing on the back, kissing on the mouth Kissing right in front of me 2 boys Kissing on my love shaped heart But the movie won't start anymore I went to the store Raining cold I got what I want 2 boys Kissing on the back, kissing on the mouth Kissing right in front of me 2 boys Kissing on my heart But the movie won't start anymore I went to the store Raining cold I got what I want I got what I want I got what I want
3.
Ride operator, please switch the track Ride operator, please switch the track I don't feel safe here, running upstairs It's all a carnival, comedy of errors It's all a carnival, playing with my hair It's all a carnival, running upstairs trying to play with my baby dolls So I had this idea That I went to the mirror And I put on my costume And I feel like I'd lost you But only for a moment I went to the pool and I put my toes in I went to the mirror I saw it clearer, it's all It's all a carnival I'm taking you there
4.
Ashamed 01:40
Ashamed, the same Whenever you're named Ashamed, the same Whenever you're named Ashamed, the same Whenever you're named Ashamed, the same Whenever you're named Whisper, whisper, whis-whis When I tell my friends I'm seeing you Whisper, whisper, whis-whis When I tell my friends I'm needing you Going to the bar, going to the movies That's where you are, that's where you'll find me Going to the movies Ashamed, the same Whenever you're named Ashamed, the same Whenever you're named Ashamed, the same Whenever you're named Ashamed, the same Whenever you're named
5.
21 Times 01:04
21 times I, 21 times I, 21 times I 21 times I, 21 times I, 21 times I Fell for you 21 times I, 22 times I, 23 times I 24 times I, 23 times I, 22 times I Fell for you
6.
Pretty girl rock, all dressed up, feeling like a flop I can't help it It's hard being hot, shouldn't try to mosh when I wear this Wanna shape shift my body, something else But if I got all I wanted, I'd want less Picked my poison, not alone not free Didn't say hi but, I know what you see And I know why all these people keep staring at me Ooooh, man I'm just too tired Ooooh, it's just a weird night Drink spilling all over the floor, braced on the wall, dress falling off, still look bomb, it's whatever
7.
I want him to love me Does he really know me Went to his house, turned the lights off Went to his house, turned the music on Went to his house, played redacted Went to his house, got his clothes on Went to his house, made me tea Went to his house, put his body on me Went to his house, put his body on me But Does he really love me I want him to love me Ahhhhhhh love me I want him to love me I want him to love me but he Does he really know me When I'm away from you I miss your touch Can't believe it's even been so long And though the future might not be quite what we thought But if you got it then I got it so we'll always get enough I lose my heart some times, out of my range too much I've been so far from this place, how have I changed too much You've always been the one to hold it up Waiting so patiently for me to wake when (I was leaving) I want his love I want his kisses I want him with me in the kitchen doing dishes I want a world that isn't ending I want so much that I don't even understand yet I want his love I want his kisses I want him with me in the kitchen doing dishes I want a world that isn't ending I want so much that I don't even understand yet I want him to love me
8.
Waist 01:59
Waist is sore, I don't wanna hurt anymore But I have to Waist is sore, I don't wanna hurt anymore But you asked to Waist is sore, I don't wanna hurt anymore But I have to Even though I left my Corset Tattered Harness Bathroom Left my Corset Tattered Harness Bathroom Pacing, around the room Tracing my steps How could you love me, love me, love me Before you had even seen my sex Tell me what's next, is it all done Wanna go home, tell no one Love me, love me, love me, love me I can't even do it myself, I left my Corset Tattered Harness Bathroom Left my Corset Tattered Harness Bathroom
9.
Beat Up 02:21
Passion is pushing Pushing this person Nothing is nothing Until you go Passion is pushing Pushing this person Nothing is nothing Until you go Head in my hand Beat til can't stand Can't move can't dance So I go Head in my hand Beat til can't stand Can't move can't dance So I go Fighting Muttering Smiting Biting Enticing Violence Never never never hiding Trudging through the snow Walking home alone Eyes on those around Eyes on me abound Ex boyfriend in town Ex boyfriend in town Sex with him? So down Leave him on the ground, stomp him out Woke up from a dream, from a bad dream My song playing in the background Woke up from a dream, from a bad dream My song playing in the background Spent the whole day just wondering If my ex boyfriend in town Spent the whole day just wondering If my ex boyfriend in town Passion is pushing Pushing this person Nothing is nothing Until you go Passion is pushing Pushing this person Nothing is nothing Until you go Head in my hand Beat til can't stand Can't move can't dance So I go Head in my hand Beat til can't stand Can't move can't dance So I go
10.
Almost staying in between The spirits of the garden Closing all my doors Leaving those unbothered By the changing of my body Almost staying in Almost staying in Almost staying in between The spirits of the garden Closing all my doors Closing all my doors Leaving those unbothered By the changing of my body
11.
27 01:13

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released February 13, 2026

Produced by Natalia Catalan
Featuring Also Now on tracks 6, 7
Drums by Luke Titus on tracks 6, 7, 9

Artwork design by Anya Good
Photos by Carlo Morelli

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