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Once Wild

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1.
once wild and wild before when I’d keep on pushing ‘cause I needed some more the bigger the gain the harder it gets gonna get back up on my feet again twice shy and once to score when I feel like I have never felt before the deeper the wounds the better the pain and when I wake back up I hear the voice again it tells me wait for night wait for night washed in neon light wait for night falling awry wait for night that’s when all the wrong things feel so right not quite like before when you feel like there’s another fate in store the stricter the rules the looser the cage and when the sun comes up I hear the voice again it tells me wait for night wait for night washed in neon light wait for night falling awry wait for night that’s when all the wrong things feel so right Chorus that’s when all the wrong things wait for night
2.
Empty Rooms 04:33
empty rooms, they haunt my soul as I move through silence melancholies follow me and I can't stay close to home as I move through silence or is this where I'll stay getting lost inside the maze as I move through silence with familiarity now the ceiling starts to rain and it oozes violence has it always been this way empty rooms are part of me on my own despondently when I'm creeping down their halls and there's no one there at all empty rooms locked in my brain but it always ends the same when I wake up from this dream ‘cause the ghost in them is me move in silence move in silence empty rooms like empty shells as I move through silence ghostly pictures on the walls floating sheets and rusty nails as I'm moved to violence underneath a dusty veil bittersweet and hollowed out as I’m walking all about and I’m creeping down their halls and there’s no one there at all liminal and far away but it always ends the same when I wake up from this dream ‘cause the ghost in them is me there’s a comfort in exile ’til I hear a distant shout and it warns of violence empty rooms are part of me on my own despondently when I'm creeping down their halls and there's no one there at all empty rooms locked in my brain but it always ends the same when I wake up from this dream ‘cause the ghost in them is me oh-oh-oh always ends the same when I wake up from this dream ‘cause the ghost in them is me oh-oh-oh liminal and far away as I’m creeping down their halls and there’s no one there at all
3.
pay no mind to the land that’s falling down out of sight and out of touch in this wasteland echoes of time treading waters flowing thin when the fear streams down your face and it feels like acid rain your dreams they hold you to a time when you can say that you don’t have to fight too much, too long, to forge a future and we don’t have to fight too much, too hard, to find a way to live another day to live another day when they’re blind to this burning on the wall underneath a glowing sky answering a haunted call your dreams they hold you to a time when you can say that you don’t have to fight too much, too long, to forge a future and we don’t have to fight too much, too hard, to find a way to live another day to live another day maybe some other day Chorus don’t have to fight too long to sing the song that heals the past and rights the wrong and lives in harmony where shadows play to live another day to live another day
4.
with scandal in the wind you fan your favorite sin this town’s serenity gone like a memory when night sends out the call and you don’t have the gall just come and set her free that jezebel in me I don’t mind at all stumble as we crawl and we dance to the downfall this playground draws you in just like a fatal friend sometimes it’s hard to see just what it meant to me but I saw you on the floor just swaying to The Cure outside the city dreams of life without the screams I don’t mind at all stumble as we crawl they save the highest peak for the lowest creep indefensible hand in hand we stall as we dance to the downfall woah-oh oh oh oh oh Chorus
5.
there’s no conversation now it’s the point of no concern when you’re looking for what’s found don’t fear so home is where you roam my only hope is where you go my lonely ghost there’s no destinations now it’s the point of low returns when you slip from higher ground don’t fear so Chorus don’t you fear what’s dead and gone there’s no destinations now it’s the point of low concern when you’re reaching where you’re bound don’t fear so home is where you roam my only hope is where you go my lonely home is where you roam my only hope is where you go my lonely ghost
6.
RUINESS 04:01
the feeling’s automatic in the temple of love getting nearer whispers in my mind, I think I hear her crack the whip shows me what she’s hiding inside she said that I’m the kind of girl you will remember and your self-control, you will surrender cracks the whip shows me what she’s hiding inside and I thought that lust was just a feeling now I’m bound up tight, I’m never leaving cracks the whip shows me what she hides inside my Ruiness tonight you’re in control I can’t let go It’s physical you’re in control I can’t let go it’s physical and chemical and automatic now she’s coming around with heavy breathing and the pain she’s aroused is almost pleasing cracks the whip shows me what she’s hiding inside and I thought that lust was just a feeling now I’m bound up tight, I’m never leaving cracks the whip shows me what she hides inside my Ruiness tonight in this storm in this storm we’re safe and warm we’re safe and warm and she thought that lust was just a feeling now she’s bound up tight, she’s never leaving crack the whip show her what I hide inside my Ruiness tonight automatic the feeling’s automatic automatic you’re in control I can’t let go it’s physical and chemical you’re in control I can’t let go it’s physical and chemical and automatic
7.
Little Lost 04:34
so easily confused reckless when you’re bruised there’s no walking in your shoes they try, try to hold your life down without a fight when you’re searching in the night where the darkness meets the light there’s a place where you can hide It’s alright if you’re a little lost now you’re home try to find me, you’re a little lost it’s getting cold you and me might be a little lost we carry on It’s alright to be a little lost now you’re home and home ain’t so far away I’ll be here to stay where the creatures come to play no more alienating you guilty or accused I’ll be standing next to you where the darkness meets the light there’s a place where you can hide Chorus don’t cry, you’re safe inside this fight, we’re in it together so put on your black leather we’re safe inside here among the creatures of the night I need something familiar tonight little lost little lost it’s alright if you’re a little lost oh woah you remind me of a little lost I used to know little lost oh woah try to find me, you’re a little lost it’s getting cold take my hand ‘cause you’re a little lost and don’t you know you and me might be a little lost but now we’re home
8.
confess to me what you’re feeling inside all of the secrets you don’t have to hide from me ‘cause they don’t understand all of the power you hold in your hands a world torn asunder from pain and the thunder we'll be so warm and close when we’re undercover that’s where you’ll discover you know who needs you most confess to me you don’t have to be shy I know the look that I see in your eye for me ‘cause you know we’re the same taking the pleasure, leaving the shame a world torn asunder from pain and the thunder we’ll be so warm and close when we’re undercover that’s where you’ll discover you know who needs you most (repeat)
9.
SOULSAVIOR 04:10
I’ve been a sinner all my life I’ve got this stain upon my soul no pearly gates to enter nothing left to surrender oh God, I need a savior someone to justify my love I need an angel from above I need your touch I’ve been a sinner all my life I’ve got this stain upon my soul no pathway to salvation this highway to damnation oh God, I need a savior someone to make it right I’ve been cast out for my whole life I need your touch save, won’t you save my soul you’re just a touch away today, tonight I’m giving you control you’ve been a sinner all your life you’ve got this stain upon your soul no pearly gates to enter you’re a repeat offender oh God, you need a savior someone to make it right someone to understand your plight with just a touch Chorus save, won’t you save my soul you’re just a touch away today, tonight I’m giving you control tell me, can you save [thou shall not stand above me thou shall not compromise thou shalt have none before me your soul forever mine] tell me, can you save can you save my soul you’re just a touch away today, tonight I’m giving you control
10.
when I saw you scared your tender eyes so full of tears I could see her there the child inside, so full of fear and it tugs on me this voice so deep inside the soul never walk away to cross that bridge would be too much and I can’t explain outside of me, outside of us why I take the blame I know sometimes I play too rough though I can’t let go this part of me, this part of lust I just hope you know one thing I’ll never throw never want to see your face cast out and in the pouring rain never gonna walk away from all the plans we made to trust never want to see you shamed to cross that bridge would be too much and a walk away and a walk away would be too much never walk away never walk away and I can’t recall another time that meant so much though I won’t say no I’ve always paid upfront the cost I just hope you know when the seasons flow these feelings never change you know I can’t be tamed, but never want to see your face cast out and in the pouring rain never gonna walk away from all the plans we made to trust never want to see you shamed to cross that bridge would be too much and a walk away and a walk away would be too much never walk away never walk away

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released August 15, 2025

Produced, Mixed and Recorded by Brian Fox and Jack Armondo at Altered States and The Panic Pad
Additional Production and Recording by Daniel Belasco at The Belasco House Studio (Tracks 3,7)
Mastered by Jeppe Hasseriis at The Constellation

Cover Design and Layout by Eric Adrian Lee
Concept and Front Cover Photo by Jack Armondo
Model: Lindsey Nelmar
Back Cover Photo by David Joseph Gall
Panic Priest “Splatter Logo” by John of Clubdrugs

Special Thanks to Adam Black and Midnight Mannequin Records
midnightmannequin.bandcamp.com/music

Daniel Belasco of glassapplebonzai.bandcamp.com appears courtesy of Distortion Productions, LLC

Tracks: 5,6,7,8
IN A FLASH (ASCAP)
Tracks: 1,2,4,9,10
IN A FLASH (ASCAP), ALTERED STATES (ASCAP)
Track: 3
IN A FLASH (ASCAP), DANIEL GEORGE MACKIE (SOCAN)

All Lyrics by Jack Armondo Sparacino

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