• Iheartcheese@lemmy.world
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    6 days ago

    This is me to a T. I am Bipolar and have rage issues. I get stuck in fucking loops thinking about stupid random assholes or injustices in my life. Not some deep childhood trauma. But there is a kid who always cheated at baseball when we played in my backyard that I can still get angry about.

    I’m desperately trying to fix this with medicine. I’ve got a good new doctor. I start real therapy for the first time in my 43 years of life next week. I simply can’t live with this anymore.