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  • birdwing@lemmy.blahaj.zoneto196@lemmy.blahaj.zone•you miss every shot you don't takeEnglish
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    3 hours ago

    i don’t want to smell like estrogen. i want to absolutely reek of it. I want it to be like cartoons where there’s a visible scent trail coming off of a pie and a hungry character starts floating towards the pie when they smell it, except I’m the pie. i want to look like i’m dropping off the formula of estrogen and people are crying that their family is transed.

    i am the trans. you are the wall and i’m around you. i am the estrogen and you shall not shame my name. i shall bless all who need their hormone and i shall be the definition of makeup everyone will point at.

    i shall make people cry for they cant get light angles well enough to rival me. i shall make people overjoyed when they see me and saddened when i leave. i shall disappear insecurities and let the haters drown in love, as swift as a coursing river and fair as a terrible maiden, as the undefined void that gives light. you who read are welcome and in time shall find your happiness. seek the light of friendship and queerhood and we shall live to thrive in a trove of blåhajs.

  • birdwing@lemmy.blahaj.zonetoFediverse@lemmy.world•hexbear.net has raised over $1500 for Palestine over the past few weeksEnglish
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    11 hours ago

    I don’t disagree with you. I think that we should encourage the hexbears to be pitted against the great danger first - fascism. When I discuss factionalism and solidarity, I try to put the accent on “I understand your criticism, and that is why we should focus on the great danger: fascism and corporatism. If we will grow without compromising, we must rally all behind that cause, so that we foster solidarity.”

    Propaganda at its core, is “sling something at the wall often enough and it becomes truth”.

  • birdwing@lemmy.blahaj.zonetoTransfem@lemmy.blahaj.zone•Surgery QuestionsEnglish
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    2 days ago

    Thanks, I def will consider all that! Hmm, interesting. Got some questions, all also sexual topic stuff.

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    What kind of surgery did you have, if I may ask? Of vaginoplasty methods a consideration is how well vasculated it would be (an important consideration for an eventual uterine transplant, if I ever can do so) as well the need for dilation & whether it’s self-lubricating. And of course whether it looks ‘natural’ from outside and inside. But yeah. the ideal would be something that hits them all. Not sure if that exists.

    Since you do seem to be able to experience stimulation there, out of curiosity, would you say it’s easier or harder than with the former part to achieve orgasm (or ‘wetness’)? And does the feeling also differ? Like, I’ve not had surgery yet, but since being on HRT, I notice that I no longer need the ‘cooldown’ after orgasming, which is great, though I also don’t feel like I achieve the ‘trance’ state anymore, and thus the sensory ‘peak’ is more moderate.

  • birdwing@lemmy.blahaj.zonetoTransfem@lemmy.blahaj.zone•Surgery QuestionsEnglish
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    2 days ago

    I myself am considering vaginoplasty as well, though it’s a bit hard to decide. CW, dysphoria and sexual stuff.

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    On one hand, I don’t particularly like torsion, and I remember how I was embarassed with my parts as an early teen. I’ve always wanted to be pregnant and would do anything for that. According to protocols for trans women, for that, orchi at the very least would need be done. That’s fine with me, though personally I feel a bit weird not having the full parts of either, so I’d prefer going the full way (which also can be done according to the protocol).

    I also never really liked peeing standing up, mostly because others would see my part, and also it’d be making more of a mess. I also don’t like the feel of it being that visible and didn’t like public erections being a possibility.

    On another hand, now that I’m on HRT, I experience SO MUCH less dysphoria from the constant urge to wank it. My libido crashed and I’m so happy. I feel in control of my body instead of the opposite. Everytime I wanked, I felt a bit dirty and gross afterward. I don’t really want to tuck nor do it everyday. I can still feel pleasure and do top, sometimes (though, I also feel partial to being penetrated). But then, what to do? That is hard. I didn’t really have an urge to CUT it off, but I also felt detached and indifferent from my part.

    Ultimately, I think I know that a surgery would help (and thus also spoke to a psychologist about this), but I also wonder for the 1% of my mind that’s still doubtful. Rationally spoken, being able to pee standing up is nice, but I don’t care about that at all; and rationally I think it’s easier to orgasm with a dick. How is that post-op? Is sensitivity kept and orgasming fairly easy?

    This is the case in where I feel, go ahead with advice. I want to hear it from others, and then decide on my own.

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