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Rearrange the room again I
Still can’t erase the mark you left here
Walk around and let it sink in
Nothing’s the same and it never will be
Digging through sealed envelopes and dead batteries
Left them in the kitchen sink I can’t get rid of it
Talked you off a ledge one too many times
Never said enough
Plead and I beg
You stood on the edge
Dug my nails into your skin
Tried to reel it in
Thought that I could keep you here with me for always
Stuck to me I’m clinging on I’m clinging on
Never said enough
Digging through sealed envelopes and dead batteries
Left them in the kitchen sink I can’t get rid of it
Talked you off a ledge one too many times
Never said enough
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Fantasy
02:48
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Last Wednesday you told me
Stupidity’s unholy
Oblivion can’t hold me
I’m blistered you control me
I would’ve done anything you told me
Another cigarette you sold me
I begged you I begged you to love me
Blissfully not carefully
Everything you said to me
Inhale it but don’t go
It’s make believe you buried me
Blank there’s nothing left of me
Last time you told me I was all you’d ever need
I can be your fantasy
Sink your teeth in
And break me down to pieces
I felt you creep in
Taught me how to think I need it
Shove it down my throat
You chose me to change
I begged you I begged you to love me
Naturally I let you take me
Annihilate me
Beg me break me please
It’s make believe you buried me
Blank there’s nothing left of me
Last time you told me
I was all you’d ever need
I can’t be your fantasy
It’s make believe you buried me
Blank there’s nothing left of me
Last time you told me
I was all you’d ever need
I can’t be your fantasy
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was + when
02:20
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She saw the man who fell to earth
And dyed her hair red
She spoke in was and when
Never again
Laid it all out on the floor
Not enough asking for more
Blue eyed blank stare tore through me
I love you better believe
Memorized her body like
I had to learn her lines
I’ll never be the one
Tell me who she’s thinking of
She picked the wrong ones they never stick
A land built for a man
Mama lied to her face again
So I said
Not enough asking for more
Laid it all out on the floor
Blank stare blue eyes tore through me
I love you better believe
Memorized her body like
I had to learn her lines
I’ll never be the one
Tell me who she’s thinking of
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Cauterize
02:51
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Wake me up I cried out
Chained up lost a screw
It’s like I wanna lose
Used to tell me I’m graceful
Lied about that too
Like you always do
Cut it off
Again again again again
You keep coming back
Tried and riding true
Bang my head
Against the wall against the wall
Limitless at best
Nothing left to do
Losing sleep now bleed out
Lying on your couch
Not that you want me now
Bending backwards for no one
Blame it all on you
You know that it’s not true
I saw that picture that time passed
Wanted you to know
I’m no better alone
Always trying I’m lying
Bandaid make up call
Thought I could have it all
Cut it off
Again again again again
You keep coming back
Tried and riding true
Bang my head
Against the wall against the wall
Limitless at best
Nothing left to do
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Tangle
02:52
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You called me up
Gravity brought me down again
Knocked on my door
Fell through the floor
I don’t want anyone but you
To watch me sleep alone in my room
Everyone said I can’t undo
All that I said before I knew
Last of my firsts
Saved me from my endless thirst
Always picked the wrong ones
Told you to take me on
Tangled up in you
The rest left in my rearview
Mirror in the hall
Is this the one you want
I don’t want anyone but you
To sleep with me alone in our room
Everyone said you can’t undo
All that you said before you knew
I don’t want anyone but you
To watch me sleep alone in my room
Everyone said I can’t undo
All that I said before I knew
I don’t want anyone but you
To watch me sleep alone in my room
Everyone said I can’t undo
All that I said before I knew
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Landline, shotgun
02:14
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Red lines and tattered sheets
Scraped and bloodied knees
Thank yous between my teeth
Used to be carefree
I’ve been bought and sold
No place to call home
Guess we’ll never know
Floating through the streets
Running over me
Blown in plastic breeze
How I’m meant to be
Grabbed ahold of me
Woke me from my dreams
See through skin she cleaned
But I’m not the one she needs
‘Cause I don’t want a home
Bleached and bent out cold
Guess we’ll never know
Undercover pixel lover
Meet me halfway
Liminal minimal lover
Don’t be that way
Shotgun in my bag
I guess I know I’ll use it
I guess I know I’ll use it
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Tuffie Minneapolis, Minnesota
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