Closer to the Mirror

by Whirlybird

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1.
Schoolyard 04:25
One shot to kill You’ve got one chance to thrill me Maybe you should go in for the bullseye I’m just a boy And you’re not a little baby Don’t go running naked with your shoes untied Mary says that you can stand up on your head I don’t know if I believe a word that Mary says If you don’t wanna show me I won’t pressure you I’ll be lying in the tall grass after school Where do you go When I don’t follow you there Do you go away Some place cross the country I feel my face Get hot with this feeling Some sudden urge To hold you close to me Quiet steps outside Round the woods behind my old house There we did the things we said we’d never do I caught you once climbing trees you weren’t allowed to Just to see if I’d come out looking for you Mama told me not to mess with boys like you But I will never answer by my mamas rules You are my forgiveness to her seething tongue Catch me in the back after the school bells rung Where do you go When I don’t follow you there there Do you go away Some place cross the country I feel my face Get hot and uneven You’ve got a way Of bringing that out in me Where do you go When I don’t follow you there Do you go away Some place cross the country I feel my face Get hot with this feeling Some sudden urge To hold you close to me
2.
Nails scratch the grain Wood of the bar Oh what a taste of decadent tar A man approaches Kate He knows her friend But Kate doesn’t remember where she’s been Go grab a pen I’ll give you a call Drinks run my end Of possible brawls For everyone’s a stranger at the bar But each one needs the other as their sparring partner And everyone goes home at least round four But two’s the time to tell you what your offers worth Of meeting someone whos Seeing someone whos Meeting someone whos Leaving someone new We step outside The people condense Sharp flicks of light Appear in their breath And drunkenness raids you Provokes and evades you The men at the bar seem sure of themselves San Pedro releases Their envy increases You’re sure it’s a game At least someones No sound will last from dusk till the dawn Quick witted foes forget to move on And Kate is drunk you’re putting her to bed Her head filled with liquor and her slight protest to Meeting someone who’s Seeing someone who’s Leaving someone who’s Meeting someone new Meeting someone who’s Seeing someone who’s Needing someone who’s Leaving someone who’s Meeting someone who’s Seeing someone who’s Needing someone who’s Meeting someone new
3.
I just can’t shake this feeling that I’ve gone done something bad Standing round this party that I know I shouldn’t be at I’m camped out in the hallway Hiding hole is in the bathroom Calculating conversations needing to get passed through I start thinking what it’d be like After this is over Would I stick round here to see you out Or take the fast route Dodging all the wild unsightly eyes of the barflies Trying to get my butt outside the door But then your face awaits me Telling me to wait and see where the night will take me Put me in the palm of your hand And I’ll follow you blindly Take to you kindly Outside of the bar the rain lacquers the lane in silver Varnishing my heavy state of mind In homegrown liquor Quick I’ve made my stealthy exit Felt the cold release my tension I expected me to feel less frightened Than I do now And I can’t stand the feeling When my chest swells up like that It all feels so dramatic I am fragile Did I tell you that? I am drunk with wanting wishing And abating You with all the care I keep locked up As per usual I puff my cigarette lean my back against the wet wall I fall gently to the side Again You stand to embrace me Telling me to turn it in the wind will take care you see Home rests in the palm of a hand I’ll give it a grand standing “O” And send it to bed
4.
Potbelly Jesus has a bone to pick With Father John and Brother Dick They say, "how can we be saved by a boy with an apple In a plexiglass case in a big old chapel?" The busy New Yorkers they rant and rave While standing at the foot of a very shallow grave Read the news in the morning Pick and choose in the morning Conversations at the art museum Man of sorrow and a mourning virgin They all play poker with sinners and surgeons Champagne flows at the table of the Lord At the matchstick’s end of a very long sword God loves to gamble and so do I Subdued by the priest in the back getting high He says that earth's full of lonely men Who’ll lose what they have to get it back again We'll never go to hell We'll just show and tell Conversations at the art museum Well, Jesus loves to gamble and so do I We're on a winning streak Betting low and riding high Says that earth's full of lonely men Saw it on the news channel 9 on at 10 And he's completely naked And I'm eating an apple Conversations at the art museum
5.
Fifteen 04:22
Picture it slowly Make it complete You’re in the backseat Fairer winds blowing Caravan crawls Up the mountainside Sneak through the school gate Getting late Moms gonna kill me Meteor shower When else but late would it be? What if I knew What was better for myself or for my friends If I stayed in Sacramento would I be so different? Everyone leaves there anyway Some time or rather I bet I’d have given in You are fifteen everything lights up around you You are fifteen you’re brand new You are fifteen you say yes and bite the bullet You are fifteen got no clue Back at the diner On Roseville boulevard You are screaming at me on the Phone to come home I’m two hours past my curfew Stuck at the diner Don’t gotta ride Or any money I’m stealing fries and biding my time Till they drive me home And you had it all But you sure “know better” now Still the same missed calls From your mom tryna track you down You are fifteen don’t worry you’re just beginning You are fifteen you’ve got time You are fifteen I wish I had known you better You are fifteen you’ll be fine What if I knew What was better for myself or for my friends If I stayed in Sacramento would I be so different Everyone leaves there anyway Some time or rather I bet I’d have given in You are 15 everyone says you look older
6.
Sloane You’re the best I’ve ever known Sloane You’re the best I’ve ever known You can peel the garlic I will cut the onions I don’t mind the tear gas I’ve done worse than cry You can light the candles I know that’s your favorite Anything to please you I intend to make myself the Bachelor of Texarkana For my love and sweet devotion Is too much to give one person Sloane Rode my bike all the way home Sloane Would you pick me up a beer on your way back Sloane I’ve waited many years on your way back Sloane Of all the people I have known I’ve never met someone quite as cool as you are We can finish cooking and eat in the front yard Voluntary fasting for your new religion Testing out mechanics I intend to start a small fire In an empty pyre I will tend to my dear small fire For my own survival x4 You make me nervous Of course, not on purpose It’s only the weight, of those tennis ball eyes There’s mystery about you One that won’t crack on the side of my pan My cast iron pan You make me nervous Of course, not on purpose It’s only the weight of those tennis ball eyes There’s mystery about you One that won’t crack on the side of my pan For breakfast demands

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released March 30, 2026

Producer - Avery Milner
Recording Engineers - Charles Mueller & Misha Schwartz
Mixing Engineer - Charles Mueller
Mastering Engineer - Jacob Clements
Recorded at Tiny Panther Studio in Brooklyn, NY
Music & Lyrics - Avery Milner

Acoustic Guitar & Vocals- Avery Milner (Tracks 1-6)
Additional Vocals - Adelaide Bertschi and Neil Macleod (Tracks 1-5)
Banjo & Bass - Max Stratyner (Tracks 1-6)
Drums & Additional Percussion - Misha Schwartz (Tracks 1-5)
Electric Guitar - Adelaide Bertschi (Tracks 1-5)
Pedal Steel Guitar - Isaac Grossman (Tracks 1, 2, 4)
Piano - Henry Plotnick (Track 5)
Shruti Box - Adelaide Bertschi (Track 6)
Trombone & Trumpet - Sammy Mellman (Tracks 3, 5)

Album Art - Avila Doberenz

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