I'm just a normal-looking girl who feels abnormal inside. For years, I've been carrying fragments of thoughts by myself. Not fancy, coherent essays like other writers - just raw, scattered pieces. I'm now on a journey to cure my own abnormality, by myself, in my own way. I started writing to make my fragments coherent. To understand myself. I’m sharing them here for anyone who feels like me. I don't have answers. I just have what is helping me. If you are like me, maybe we can become whole together.