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❦ bathing in glitter & girly choas.
❦ fashion & beauty, dolls, nostalgia, advice.
❦ water sign agenda. (I’m a cancer, hello?!)
❦ occasional diva rants & all that is divaliciously, me. #diversediva
I think about runway shows and strippers more than I’d like to admit — but not in a weird way. unless you’re into that. pervert!
but no, actually . . there’s something about having power in the way you’re perceived. sure, you could call it a performance — but it makes you feel things. when you really think about it, almost everything we consider “entertainment” is some kind of performance, or at least tweaked that way.
is that manipulation? maybe. do I mind? surprising, no . . not this time.
now don’t get me wrong, i love authenticity. I may be a perfectionist, but i hate when things are too perfect. most of the time, it’s the process — the behind-the-scenes, the raw and uncut — that holds the real beauty.
there’s power in knowing what parts of yourself you’re showing, and which ones you’re keeping sacred. that choice alone makes it feel less like manipulation and more like intention. maybe that’s the art in being seen — not whether it’s real or fake, but how it feels while it’s happening.
runway shows are everything to me — the pieces that compliment the models through every curve & inch. the way the model walks? just by changing their walk, they give you new perspectives, new personalities, a new feel. i’ll definitely be practicing my signature walk; it tells a story without talking.
then my purse included, as well as my low rise jeans, with my thick locs bouncing & the pastry-like aroma you get when i walk past? girl, bye. i’m not even ready.
I love a good pleaser heel. i see why they’re called that — something about the noise they make, & the way that they look. i am very pleased.
don’t even get me started on the art of pole dancing; it’s so satisfying to watch. the way the body flows, the essence, the aura . . i will eventually take a class.
now i’m doing these things for myself, btw. forget how others may perceive me — i don’t even like being perceived. i’m attracted to myself in every way, in the first place, so why not add on to that attraction?
by all means, fuck the industry honestly, i am very well aware of its horrid nature — i’m not romanticizing it at all. i adore the art.
new year, new era, but instead it really isn’t new — it’ll just be my first time showing it. new year, but we already knew that. january 2026 is feeling very much like “I survived through last year, now it’s time for me to leave a trail of glitter fallout.”
even with beauty there’s chaos, imperfection even. glitter is the prime example of that — I am glitter, actually. in fact, glitter is me. the most divaliciously perfect amount of imperfection.
speaking of glitter . . .
this month feels like glitter, charm bracelets, pink & multicolors, collecting, roller skating, word games, perfume notes, diva designing to the fullest, & the start of something new.
❦ glitter — will forever be timeless & honestly just makes everything better. (I’d appreciate it even more with less fallout please — it fucks with my sensory issues — but I can also acknowledge the beauty within it, as it’s symbolic to beauty as a whole, tbh.)
❦ charm bracelets — girl, I have my first charm bracelet that I finished when I was 18, with my “18” charm on it. I am now 19 & will be 20 this summer . . . confused why I haven’t started a new one yet? so I’ve definitely been searching, possibly even plotting on that?!
❦ pink + multicolors — do I even have to say more? you can never go wrong with pink, let alone colors combined with it. I’m such a whore for color, especially in a maximalist manner. these modern-day beige . . neutral . . psychopaths need to stop acting scared of it. I truly believe it’ll heal the world as a whole — sorry, not sorry.
❦ collecting — I’m an all-time collector. I collect too much, honestly, but my main things lately have been LPS, stickers, buttons, fabric, & trim!
❦ roller skating — um so . . . I in general could not skate for shit. truthfully, i felt embarrassed at my “big” age, until I tried again years later with a special someone who also can’t skate. I also realized nobody really gives a fuck, honestly? the most progress out of my whole existence of life has been made. this summer will not be ready. let’s just say we’ve been at the skating rink around 7 times within 2 weeks — we’re determined as well as addicted, I fear!
❦ word games — I’ve also been a lover of word games. not to get too ahead of myself, but I’m literally the #1 diva of word games & quite the competitive one. I’ve gotten back into my love for them & I vow they won’t be going away anytime soon within my routine. stimulation that’s not consuming negatively or overstimulating, and has benefits? yes, ma’am.
❦ let’s just say I am a real fein of all gourmand & some fruity notes, but ones I’ve been feeling heavily as of late — bubblegum, marshmallow, strawberry, & toffee . . . I don’t even need to go further. smell them for yourself & you’ll reach peak smell-gasm: eye rolling, body shaking, toe curling & suddenly this is what life is all about. rebirth.
❦ ideas & things that I’m working on — new routines & healthy habits, prepping for my soon-to-be business, & the divalicious suite magazine that you. yes . . you, are now reading the first page of. (how lucky you are.)
Ohhh my god I've been struggling to keep up on schedules and clean up my life in general. Do you have any recommendations or affirmations or motivation to help with this? Because I feel so cluttered and I want my life to feel clean. I want to clean my room, I want to feel good and be on task and make progress and have success and be ahead of everything and be two steps ahead! I want to feel clean inside and out, but even taking the first step is hard. I just want to become my best self. So i just have to ask: what can I do since I've been feeling so down lately to become my best self and how can I push myself to be 2 steps ahead so my life is clean and organized?
i’d be lying if i said i didn’t struggle with the same thing, esp as a diva who gets overwhelmed quickly, which can begin to make you want to just stay in idle.
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talk to your inner child & future self, gentle parent yourself.
examples:
“I understand if I may not feel like doing this right now, but it’s okay, because once I do it, I won’t regret it & it’ll just make me a step closer to my designated level.”
“despite what I may think or feel right now, I’ll hug myself now & treat myself later but i cannot & will not settle for this, because this is not the lifestyle that I deserve. I’m destined to be/do to more.”
let being able to scroll on social media be an award, but it shouldn’t become a bed rot type of level. (trust me i know it’s hard & can become quite addictive)
the media i find more beneficial for me to consume, is anything that’s motivating & creative, this is why I love pinterest & tumblr, & youtube so much.
even doing something such as..
going on a car ride, getting ice cream, anything (safe ofc) to get you able to see, feel, & enjoy nature & it’s aura.
my absolute fav thing is to practice gratitude & mindfulness while I’m on a car ride, it makes me feel more motivated & closer to myself & can give you insight on alot!
small goals like..
making your bed, doing your skin care, making a certain type of dish, painting your nails, etc etc!
I’ve noticed that helps so much & gets you motivated, because you’re setting short term goals that you’d be most likely to do within a day, & eventually that builds up, helping you reach your long term ones.
#divamindsetmonday.
#divamindsetmonday.
