emotional vol. 1

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1.
digital 02:12
cant post myself on the digital made me hate myself, shit is criminal brand new crib, had to skip on attendance had alot to say, now i just say the minimum broke my heart, my image yeah you broke that vase, i fixed it guess our movie been finished fell in love, but the shit feel fishy might pop out with a benz might pop out with her friend flight to flight, im going south of france money counter spreading bands of bands this the life of a new punk band rock girls, filling stands of stans measure the shit in the palm of my hand why’d she say she gon be my end? if you wanna be in my clique hold shit down, dont trip on shit if you wanna be my bitch put it on me every morning if you wanna make a hit text my phone, im recording if you wanna press that issue push upon me, we can press that pin fell upon fame you want it but you dont wanna be my homie you dont got no love for me broke bread with you and you still stole from me these the type thoughts that still run through me why bad things keep attacthing on to me? worked so hard and im still not human worked so hard and i still feel useless put it all in a girl, shit i feel stupid took 6 hits shit, i feel booted talking money, shit im richer that whonem? 10 years strong, shit i feel rooted pretty girl say that she love my aroma dont know you but ima keep shit kosha ima keep doing just what im supposed ima keep moving from coast to coasta cant post myself on the digital made me hate myself, shit is criminal brand new crib, had to skip on attendance had alot to say, now i just say the minimum broke my heart, my image yeah you broke that vase, i fixed it guess our movie been finished fell in love, but the shit feel fishy might pop out with a benz might pop out with her friend flight to flight, im going south of france money counter spreading bands of bands this the life of a new punk band rock girls, filling stands of stans measure the shit in the palm of my hand why’d she say she gon be my end?
2.
is this really what i asked for? swerve the car into the pole, break the dashboard heartline, coke nose, baby i’ve been fucked up if the flowers tend to wither why you plant more? break my heart, i break a bone, ive been fed up you’ve been pulling the world from under me pretty slut gets hurt, it’s another day to me im not from this earth, im just an asshole sad girls doing cocaine in my castle i can feel in the air that the time is wrong knife to my arm, a nose full of blow she gon sing my songs cause it give her hope when i hear my songs, i feel more alone ive been losing my mind all night drop a tab or i might drop twice crop top, pink nails for the hype tapped in you get with my vibe i done ran that shit up twice stayed down so im alright cult strong so we fit in nice is this really what i asked for? swerve the car into the pole, break the dashboard heartline, coke nose, baby i’ve been fucked up if the flowers tend to wither why you plant more? break my heart, i break a bone, ive been fed up you’ve been pulling the world from under me pretty slut gets hurt, it’s another day to me im not from this earth, im just an asshole sad girls doing cocaine in my castle doing cocaine in my castle im geeking and im staying up she told me im an asshole but baby i dont give a fuck this shits always a hassle bitches want me for my drugs bitch get up out my castle if you aint putting in for nun heartlines, coke nose, baby ive been fucked up heartlines, coke nose, baby ive been fucked up been up too long, think i need a new drug pop a couple tabs, right before i hang the noose up pop a couple tabs, right before i hang the noose up pop a couple tabs, right before i hang the noose up is this really what i asked for? swerve the car into the pole, break the dashboard heartline, coke nose, baby i’ve been fucked up if the flowers tend to wither why you plant more? break my heart, i break a bone, ive been fed up you’ve been pulling the world from under me pretty slut gets hurt, it’s another day to me im not from this earth, im just an asshole sad girls doing cocaine in my castle
3.
say that you care but you dont even miss me i showed you love when i touchdowned your city showing all her teeth making my heartbeat but as time gone on i shoulda took you as trickery oh god jeez whose playing me? another fool that you can lay to sea another heart for you to go and eat im hard of hearing, were we meant to be? dazing off, your in my daydreams ignorant life but you gotta see you done bring the better side of me your the one that been inspiring me if i give up would you ride for me? if i gave in would you side with me? i put my pride to the side for you and you couldnt do the same shi for me trapped in my mind got me feeling like a psycho bleached eyebrows, oh you peep? oh you like those? rock the guitar but ima mix it with the mic tho might tat your name nah im tripping but i might tho oh you wanna kick it? you want the living? so tell my why the fuck you always trippin cause at first you was fucking with it so tell me whats changed your opinion say that you care but you dont even miss me (say that you care) (say that you care) say that you care but you dont even miss me (say that you care) (say that you care) say that you care but you dont even miss me i showed you love when i touchdowned your city showing all her teeth making my heartbeat but as time gone on i shoulda took you as trickery oh god jeez whose playing me? another fool that you can lay to sea another heart for you to go and eat im hard of hearing, were we meant to be?
4.
bloody cupid 02:42
you wanna bang for my love bang for my love trust i don’t got whatchu want whatchu want no skeltons in the trunk, skelton my arm oh you say you party hard, hit my trap phone phone been blowing up, ian even on got roots in the ground, been growing strong ima star, ima sinner, ima punk uh got metal in my face, ima show off face time my friend, what you on? where you at uh? party drugs hard, i been staring into black hole live a life of fun, ima rockstar asshole ain even in the club, i got swag, ion sweat nun horrors of myself tell me be a better person sleep, drink, and fuck but i don’t think that it’s working do you love pain? do you feel the rain? acid pours down, aint looking for shade live a life of torture, i feel nothing smoke propane, im high all day broke my nail, why you cut my fang? say you didn’t mean too why’d you set your aim? you wanna bang for my love bang for my love trust i don’t got whatchu want whatchu want no you wanna bang for my love bang for my love trust i don’t got whatchu want whatchu want no skeltons in the trunk, skelton my arm oh you say you party hard, hit my trap phone phone been blowing up, ian even on got roots in the ground, been growing strong horrors of myself tell me be a better person sleep, drink, and fuck but i don’t think that it’s working do you love pain? do you feel the rain? acid pours down, aint looking for shade live a life of torture, i feel nothing smoke propane, im high all day broke my nail, why you cut my fang? say you didn’t mean too why’d you set your aim?
5.
said its all in my head better off dead hand on my heart, she gon squeeze me red grind my teeth, pull my hair tryna keep me around, she gon say she care bottled emotions, the tears ive been holding the life ive been hoping for, nobody showing up tired of excuses, cant fake my amusement cant beat em, then join em i think that im giving up said its all in my head better off dead hand on my heart, she gon squeeze me red grind my teeth, pull my hair tryna keep me around, she gon say she care bottled emotions, the tears ive been holding the life ive been hoping for, nobody showing up tired of excuses, cant fake my amusement cant beat em, then join em i think that im giving up up all night, wanna die, feel alone? i can take your pain, add it to my sorrow say what you need, i can get what you want picking up sticks, tryna build us a home baby give me a kiss ill be home when the lights on high in my bed, picturing you with my ice on might be more then a crush, think i fell in love come on girl, wont you give me a kiss? gift to the world, nothing more than this baby ive endured so i could live suicidial nights wishing i was dead think its something missing inside my head heart on my sleeve, all i wear is dread want to rest in peace but i still need bread i dont want fake love, i dont want fake friends burn the bridges, finna cut my ends said its all in my head better off dead hand on my heart, she gon squeeze me red grind my teeth, pull my hair tryna keep me around, she gon say she care bottled emotions, the tears ive been holding the life ive been hoping for, nobody showing up tired of excuses, cant fake my amusement cant beat em, then join em i think that im giving up said its all in my head better off dead hand on my heart, she gon squeeze me red grind my teeth, pull my hair tryna keep me around, she gon say she care bottled emotions, the tears ive been holding the life ive been hoping for, nobody showing up tired of excuses, cant fake my amusement cant beat em, then join em i think that im giving up
6.
broken look into the mirror crack the glass and now it’s different another day, the world is spinning ian good at engineering i’ll just fabricate a meaning break you down so i can fix it said i loved her and i meant it but my actions aint aligning so she thinks im being distant play your heart? i’ll rather kiss you said im sorry for the mention but your name keeps reappearing skated out my soles ima fool, am i that guy? (yeah) skated out my soles ima fool, am i that guy? (broken look into the mirror) broken look into the mirror crack the glass and now it’s different another day, the world is spinning ian good at engineering i’ll just fabricate a meaning break you down so i can fix it said i loved her and i meant it but my actions aint aligning so she thinks im being distant play your heart? i’ll rather kiss you said im sorry for the mention but your name keeps reappearing everytime i wakeup feel like you doing me wrong i cant get tired sipping codiene, this shi make me feel lost yeah my shoes they came from sax fifth, no i cant shop at ross tell me why i feel i locked all my feelings away for you? tell me why the things dont feel the same? like i always gotta wait for you? tell me why these drugs feel closer to me, then i am to you? why does it feel like i cant leave you alone, when im mad at you? perc 30 mixed with the codiene, thats what si6 gon do he aim at you broken look into the mirror crack the glass and now it’s different another day, the world is spinning ian good at engineering i’ll just fabricate a meaning break you down so i can fix it said i loved her and i meant it but my actions aint aligning so she thinks im being distant play your heart? i’ll rather kiss you said im sorry for the mention but your name keeps reappearing
7.
make believe 02:56
i got me an itch for making everything worse i got me an itch for making everything worse and i keep repeating my mistakes it dont even matter its all the same its make believe its just make believe and you keep saying your falling deep must be delusion cause i can see its make believe its all make believe dont preach me nothing i already know is it right or is it wrong? i cant tell you, heaven knows its make believe but, reach out for my hand baby cant promise you nothing but maybe maybe im the one that you need im the ghost in your bed while you sleep i got me an itch for making everything worse i got me an itch to make your everything worse and you keep restating my mistakes it dont even matter its all the same its make believe its just make believe and i keep saying im falling deep but what i ask is not what i seek its make believe its all make believe i gotta start doing what i already know and avoid the things, that i know are wrong and i cant tell you why it took me so long but my only guess, is i treated my life as make believe its all make believe
8.
star madonna 02:28
stepped into my world, it was yo girl now my star madonna vivi bat chain tangled, twirled punkstar girls, ima keep it plural punkstar bop, bloodsuckas world lean xo, been pumping curls punk got kick, new trap, new hit all the shi i did, karma dont exist real punk trap, had to kick it like this banana blunt wraps, xo been did it fooly cooly tat put guitars in my image dont give a fuck if you did or ain did it when you swag like this then the hoes get wit it bad ass bitch, ofcourse she gon kick it when you rap like this you can rep your city boi you ain my kin, why you fake my kinnin? boi you ain on shi, who the fuck you kiddin? boi you straight a bitch, who tf you spinning? i do the worst, still aint gonna repent it put a bad bitch first, now she happy im winning i let this shi rock out, john lennon all of this talkin, wont you do what you finna? i pulled the world for a shawty whose finna tear it apart or add on no difference girl to girl, what tfs my issue? promise the world, but i wont ever get you off the wall but cant kick my temper all in all, show me what you stand for wanna be my main? wanna be my shawty? gotta peep how i think, gotta put it down on me fuck a couple hoes but you cant tell on me hope them couple hoes dont switch up on me stepped into my world, it was yo girl now my star madonna vivi bat chain tangled, twirled punkstar girls, ima keep it plural punkstar bop, bloodsuckas world lean xo, been pumping curls punk got kick, new trap, new hit all the shi i did, karma dont exist
9.
what do you know? i put the silence on my tounge so how do you know? i know i cant feel this way so i gotta go (go go fosho) so what do you know? what do you know? (yeah) so what do you know? its another day, got more time to kill put the time upon my wrist more heartbreaking might kill the kid but atleast i can say i lived every other day i might breakdown but tomorrow i might be rich only got two ways, either kill yourself or live on and be lit hey, lets get lit tonight, lets go out tryna not spill my drink, walking through this crowd she say have you got the loud? bitch i got pounds ima og countin dollars, what i count pounds (oh, yeah) im big stepping in my docks pussy boys talking, all they wear is fucking shocks (yeah) pop prescriptions like a doc rollie on my wrist, your boyfriend wear gshock (yeah, yeah) what do you know? i put the silence on my tounge so how do you know? i know i cant feel this way so i gotta go (go go fosho) so what do you know? what do you know? (yeah) so what do you know? its another day, got more time to kill put the time upon my wrist more heartbreaking might kill the kid but atleast i can say i lived every other day i might breakdown but tomorrow i might be rich only got two ways, either kill yourself or live on and be lit
10.
kiss n tell 02:44
stop linkin hos cause a bitch always tryna kiss n tell horns on my head with a pitchfork stick cause i still rock hell pretty punkin from pants, my teeth, my boots, and nails lsd on your tounge girl tell me whatchu feel? xo girls exotic, yo bitch still rock chanel did everything i could, and i still ain’t get no help cuts on my wrist, but i still stayed down cause they wanted a feel hate cameras, but why everybody tryna cut my film? wanna change, light a cigarette, im finna dye my hair wanna bang? spin the barrel girl, im finna die right here fake homies tryna fake kick it, tryna take my air 10 years deep in this game boi, but im man of the year discreet shawty, when you tryna fuck, just touch yo ear respect to the code, ian pop no hoes that ain worth my tears every debt got receipts, i’d up it on you and collect yo fears bazooka boomin again, hell yeah cause the end is near stop linkin hos cause a bitch always tryna kiss n tell horns on my head with a pitchfork stick cause i still rock hell pretty punkin from pants, my teeth, my boots, and nails lsd on your tounge girl tell me whatchu feel? xo girls exotic, yo bitch still rock chanel did everything i could, and i still ain’t get no help cuts on my wrist, but i still stayed down cause they wanted a feel hate cameras, but why everybody tryna cut my film? hate how niggas always tryna in and cut my pimping peep how snakes on the ground, got wealth now they came up on slitherin gotta show in france, and belgium, baby this loco livin same shi i was on since a kid this type life put myself in a crib cut you off baby but i cant seem to slice my issues girls & drugs, the shi only seem to numb my mental did exactly what i had to do, but i still fucking miss you dark shadows follow everywhere i go and the shi feels vicious stop linkin hos cause a bitch always tryna kiss n tell horns on my head with a pitchfork stick cause i still rock hell pretty punkin from pants, my teeth, my boots, and nails lsd on your tounge girl tell me whatchu feel? xo girls exotic, yo bitch still rock chanel did everything i could, and i still ain’t get no help cuts on my wrist, but i still stayed down cause they wanted a feel hate cameras, but why everybody tryna cut my film?

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