good morning
where did you go?
i've been asleep the whole day
it feels like i've been going crazy
yet by the time i woke up
the sun has set.
i miss waking up to the sun shining brightly
annoying me every single morning
with her honeyed voice.
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i don't even know how long it's been
i've spent days, hell ...
even months, waiting for the sun to rise
yet, the flowers had begun to rot.
i'm afraid that one day
i'd learn to stop caring for the sun
sun, can i apologize?
i feel like it's ironic somehow
to ask for your forgiveness
yet, i kept closing the curtains whenever you're
waiting outside.
it feels like you've been abandoning me
leaving me for the night to consume all over again
can you just shine once more?
but this time when i'm awake?
i hope it's not that big of a wish.
i've been searching for you all night long
yet, all i see are just the freckles
in the night sky.
sun, aren't you just the same as a star?
can you please grant this
one humble wish of mine?
ugh ... what was that?
it feels like i'm getting kissed
yet i'm blinded.
i never thought a kiss can be this bright.
i guess this time i left the curtains open today
but it's not cold?
the warm air is filling my room
i wonder how long it's been.
it feels relaxing and rare
like the smoke i used to inhale
when it was cold at night
maybe you never stopped knocking,
maybe i was too deep in my sleep
to realize that you're the one
behind all that noise.
although i'm a little late,
but at least i can enjoy your company
even if it's only for a minute.
i'll wait for your shine tomorrow,
and maybe this time
i'll wake up earlier
before your warmth can reach my neck.
