Aeon
How have you been? Haven’t heard from you in a while.
I’ve been trying to reach you, but you seem to be busy.
It’s okay. You may be dealing with your own things.
Just like I am dealing with mine.
I had no expectations when I first reached out.
So I am glad that you reciprocated.
After all, we had a fun time when we met again.
I thought we’d get along alright.
So when things went radio silence, I was confused, to be honest.
But I guess adult life is complicated.
Over the years, I have learnt how to let things go when they don’t work out.
And not take things personally.
But I can’t help but feel disappointed, even if it’s just a little bit.
You have good qualities that I appreciate —
I’m not saying that you’re a better friend than others –
But I appreciate your thoughtfulness,
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Your helpfulness,
Your enthusiasm,
And the way you make me laugh.
I wish I had said those things to you.
If there’s a way to express it without being seen as ‘too much.’
Thank you for the memories,
The laughter,
The chaos,
The ease.
Even though they were short-lived.
It’s been a while.
I cannot quite remember what you look like now.
But the way you made me laugh without trying?
The way you helped me out when I was overwhelmed?
I remember.
I still do. I always will.
I thought this was a budding connection.
Little did I know it was a fleeting moment.
I wish you well.
