keep me
we had a very big argument yesterday, its all about us, but you talked to me as if its all my faults. youre in the mood for doing some physically intimacy, but not for me. i rejected your invitation. “no, im not in the mood, im sorry but i dont want to,” i said. but you keep forcing me to do it with you. until i said “if you really wanna do it, just do it with another girl,” i explained. and the thing is, i didnt told you to do so, i want you to think about what i said, not you asking if you really should do it or not. if you truly loves me, you wouldnt do that. its not the first, second or even third times youve been asking for some phsyically intimacy with me. i know im your girl but im not really into it and you shouldve known it as my boyfriend.
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you really do looking for some other girls on telegram and when i complained about it, you told me to think before i speak, but you never really think before you act, before you talk. i saw you almost started texting with the girl. out of all the women you saw on that app, you chose the one wearing a tank top. and i just know that you really are full of lust. im looking at you with my pure heart, but you looking at me with full of lust in your mind, in your body. you are my first boyfriend, never expected you to do so. and when i open up my feelings, ending up you blaming me for all of this shit. cause all of your anger, you wanna break up with me but im begging you to stay, i dont wanna lose you no more, even it hurts me so bad, and it feels like so easy for you to touching me and so easy for you to end our relationship.
i have so many questions. but im pouring up into the oceans. cause im scared to talk about my feelings to you.
