Day 15
Continuing to explore and analyze the current life strategy…
First, compliments… this is a great strategy team. Why? Because it looks like there is a great intention behind it: namely, to be of service, in harmony with nature, connected to my purpose, my essence… living a soulful life, simply, unencumbered, in flow.
However… the drawing seems to point to an inner conflict that doesn’t support the star to express her life purpose freely. I started to explore that yesterday and have been contemplating the drawing since.
I notice La Justice at the center of the draw and also central in my mind. She certainly has center stage here. She’s calling the shots. It looks like she might have a trust issue with the father… the hermit. L’Hermite barely shows up in my thoughts. Nor does the star. I can barely see her.
Ms. Justice, however, is both clear and sneaky. It looks like she would love to abdicate her place as central control of my life strategy… but… doesn’t trust Hermit and Star to be able to maintain the life of the system (me). It looks like we might need to have a little talk.
Me: Hello, Ms. Justice. I was just noticing you, and I was wondering if you could tell me your name.
Justice: Hello Raquel. My name is your name. I am you.
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Me. Really?
Justice: Yes.
Hmm… This explains why she’s so central in my life strategy, I suppose.
Since she’s me, or believes herself to be me, or insists on being me… then, I suppose that means that she’s the one who is writing this… and she’s also the one who calls herself “sneaky”.
Me: Justice, could you please say more about what you mean when you say you’re “sneaky”?
Justice: I’d prefer not to, but if you insist…
Me: Yes, please. I would appreciate it a lot.
Justice: You’ve already noticed. It’s this: you’re “almost” fair, “almost” honest… Like when you played Monopoly with your brother as a child, and you were always the banker. Of course, your brother couldn’t be trusted, because he would take all the money and it would be obvious… but you couldn’t be trusted either. You would wait until you were falling behind to take money, and then you would take just the amount you needed in order to be just a bit ahead, so that you could win the game. You eventually told your brother this, and I think he’s still a bit angry with you. Maybe because telling him didn’t really resolve the issue.
Me: Yes, I see… So, I still use that strategy, right?
Justice: YES, you do. If you didn’t, you would die.
