The ‘buzz’ Inside
So, here it comes again. Sometimes it’s super hard to tell people what the buzz inside my head and why does it’s so hard for me to even focus.
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These voices or whatever it is inside my head, it control me. Makes me super weak. Just today, I tried to read Dalai Lama’s Book which is one of my favorite. And doing things I love the most, I can’t even focus because these buzzz inside my head, it’s just super hurt. It’s like thousand bees inside my head, sometimes it visualize things I don’t wanna to think about. Sometimes it’s just feeling bad and mad all the time. Make me sigh all the time and at the same times have trouble at breathing. I don’t know
Pain all over my body just because of a fuckin’ feeling or things I don’t even know what is real or not. It’s super scary. It’s super unrealistic from the way I’m seeing it. But if none of these shits are real, then what am I? Beside a fuckin’ moron who can’t even control myself?
I’m trying a thousand way to stop the buzz or even trying to understand what or when will it come. But everythin’ seems blurry. Oh god.
