Journal #4
“How did it end”
I’ve ran out of emotions to feel. I miss you so much. I cant’t believe I’m grieving someone who is still alive. It would be better if you were dead.
Grieve is the price you pay for love.
The only reason I’m hanging on is because of the Lord’s love. He makes me stronger, completed, loved, embraced. He celebrates my accomplishments and lends me his shoulder to cry on when I feel sad.
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In the end of all this, when i read my journal entries, its like a love letter to God. I love him so much and he has performed so many miracles in my life. Every day I’m reminded that I’m the Lord’s beloved child and that he loves me so so much.
Isiah 60:22 I the Lord will hasten it in its time.
The first verse that reasonated with me. I trust the Lord will give me all the good things in his timing. He knows when I need him the most, he will not forsake me.
The Lord knows that both of us do not belong together right now. He placed us together for a reason so I’m sure he’ll put us together again or even create someone better for the both of us. I pray that the Lord provides you with the most unconditional love and that your heart will be overfilled with the Lord’s love.
I hope you’re eating and sleeping well. Don’t neglect them.
